i am so cray right now
cos i am so going for a vacation
two days for a straight road trip to malaysia
yeah!!!!
only me and couzinzzzzzz

i cant see the truth this time
i felt like there is once i have no time
to trust or to believe
i want to be of myself
my heart palpitation is going worst
im dying
because this
im dying because the feeling is haunting
me down every minute every seconds
goodbye my loved ones

she is my good friend
the one who i relied on most and undoubtedly very understanding to me
the one at work is my senior
she is so nice to me and have then help me out in a snitch all the time
i love her like my big sister
and trying to overcome language barrier by learning a bit of her tagalog language
another good friend of mine is at school
she never feel ashamed of me whenever i act silly or sometimes annoying to other people
she is the person who never gives up on me
she may not always be there whenever i was in trouble
but her words will alwaes be
i love you two so much
i hope to death i will never forget you

as i woke up from my forever darkness
only to realise that i am in a world of crystal
around are reigning with dangling crystal that is as sharp as the rigged daggers
fond of crystal , i had never realised it's pain could cause my bloodshed and despair
my beautiful white gown has by then been splashed with endless blood red
if only i knew , i would not have run without cautious
then, i decided that i should take a look of this view at the higest point
thus, with much cautious i walked around the crystal
instead more scratches and wounds wide open with bleeding rate
pain seared thru my body and set a shudder of fear and numbness of the body
abd by the time i reached to the highest point of this demonic yet at the same time a mangnificent version of angelic world
all i could see is the crystal maze
surrounded with mass of forest
my heart fell to even more despair and started crying

'how did i end up here?" i cried

soon, the angel of fatigue took over me and from heights i feel to the cold ground
there with little ounces of strength i look up to the dark blue sky ,

"what if i had never run away would the consequences be the same??" in the darkest depth of my heart

with windows stutter with the fallen snow, i left the house in the hurry
i can't believe what i heard
my mother is arranging my marriage with the man i hate most
Lord Mackins
no way, am i going to marry him
despair nudged me in my heart
what about love and freedom of choice
and currently, i have nowehere to stay and there , i stand in the heavy rain
drenching myself wet and eveytime the wind blows
my body shuddered in fear and cold
am i regretting the fact that i ran away from home
i suddenly cried
then, someone tap on my shoulder

"Aunt Elisa!" i cried and hugging her at the same time

i begged her not to send me home
i begged her to take to her house
she looked and me and smiled, whispered to me:

" i am here to take away from your demanding mother, be my daughter krystal" she asked

and in desperate time, called for desperate measures
i agreed immediately.

but then, she gave me a huge knockout and then, i................

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my day with my new 5 megapixel camera handphone excited

today i am really lazy to write anything on my everywhere diary
in fact it s due to this
undenying fact that i could not be close with someone i like
everytime i saw that perosn he is like so far away
it has been the same for all this years
there are no one to like me
no one to accept
it seems that my destiny has been like that
i hope i could see more colours than what i have right now
i cant even believe i would meet up with anyone like them
i am a damsel not fit for love at first sight