1) bear no grudges

2) hardworking but smart

3) ignore people who pisses you off

4) solve the problem , not avoiding it

5) be focused and not sray from the goal

6) do better in my school year

7) be friendl and never doubt them

8) be not of a worry-wart and be optimistic all the time

9) be in love

10) be soft spoken but outgoing

my heart
is it frozen
maybe i guesso
i dunnoe
people think im weird
people think im cold
but all they say why i could laugh and be happy
and yet still to love someone

i dunnoe how to love someone?
is it true?
i crushed on people and having eyecandies
but still im not good at loving someone
i love my family and friends
but that person whom i had yet to find is someone i wont know how to love?
maybe it is true
cos i never love anyone sincerely before
i like that person but in a mere string of buzy activities i forget about him , i dun remember him to make me happy
cos i dun love him
it is different
it is absolute one sided
i like him but i know and he dun know that i like him
i nevr confess
but as much as i could confess
i could never confess to him upfront

i was afraid of rejection and dejection that my love for that omeone lasted with three years worth of pain and misery
it is a good of a year full of rejection
my uncle say it is alrite to confess
but it is true for all men to agree to what my uncle say that if a girl confess to guy, it does not hurt its ego
really that i did not hurt their ego to express their love to someone they love
i see so many live example but i still cant confess
i still cant do it
what is stopping me?
could someone just confess to me they like me and that guy is someone i could accept without doubting his sincerity
all i want is a simple love